Monday, December 8, 2008

The Deepest Cut

I cry out in pain, in heartache, and loneness. I burying my head into my hands and burst out in tears. Uncontrollable I weep, for the last person I could trust made the deepest cut possible on my heart. I sit here weeping because I lost my best friend, I lost the person I counted on to be their in time of need. I sit here curled up in a ball of emotion not wanting to move, not wanting to live life. But as I'm crying and my eyes start to burn I think about Jesus' arm reaching out to pick me up. I think about his love and the hope he gives me. I know and understand Jesus' love but tonight my heart was cut to the deepest layer. It was cut to remove the hardened shell from my heart but for tonight I lay here and cry tell my eyes run out of tears. Tell God reaches down and says enough I let you release the pain and heartache but now it's my time. It's my time to be your everything, to mold your heart, and to be your rock! Tell then I lay here with my head buried in my hands and cry.

1 comment:

Blessed Nest said...

hurt is horrible..your pain is real but Yes Jesus will comfort you and hold you...He Loves you and loves that you share your pain with him, not trying to hide,

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