Wednesday, October 21, 2009


With the heartache and pains of life I have let way to much stuff get in the way of my dreams and my relationship with Christ. Today for the first time in about four months I sat down in a park and talked to God. I found myself reading Ephesians and learning about Christ love all over again. For the first time in four months I felt free. I felt forgiven, chosen, and loved. So tonight I leave you with these passage in Ephesians: "I urge you to live a life worthy of the calling you have received. Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love." (Ep 4:1-2)

Tuesday, October 13, 2009


Over the last couple of months I have felt lost. No where to turn and no direction. Where do I go from here and what do I do now, are often questions I find myself asking. I try to search but the road seems so short. Every options seems like I'm running. Running from fear, commitment, friends.... When will I see the light and find my way. When will I ever be free of this worry and doubt?